Well since my last blog entry my focus has changed. I no longer want to be a mom of two (right now). I want to be a home owner, move into a bigger place, get back into college, find a good job, and catch up on a few months of lost sleep. And even focus on being a better wife and mom. I can def use a little bit more patience in a few areas.
We are in the midst of trying to buy a house, we have put in 2 different offers on the same house and we should know whether or not we get it by the end of this week. Its very exciting but stressful as well.
On top of the house hunting, sleepless nights and the daily wife/mom duties my grandmother has been sick; deathly sick, so I am up to the hospital (30 min away) every day or every other day for a few hours. So to keep from over stressing and blowing a valve in my brain I try to pray that God ease all my tension. Focus all of my energy on Him and just breathe.
Ok. I can do that. Breathe.
Making my plans as the day goes and just taking a step back and preparing myself for whatever comes. Married life is still wonderful, I am so much in love with the man I fell for over 4 years ago. I couldn't of asked for a better husband and father. It's been a great 3 years I admit the first year or so was rough, finding somewhere to live, getting pregnant, preparing for baby, job issues, money issues... but God has brought us a long way. And we are oh so blessed. I am looking forward to many more years to come, we actually gave each other foot massages tonight, which was nice :) Its the small things that count the most I guess. We havnt done that in months...
All in all I guess my priorities have altered and I have desperately been praying for guidance and for Gods will to be done. So far gone differently but good all at the same time.
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