Baby Fever?

Well it's been 2 years, 9 months, and 1 week since I got pregnant with AJ! I kept telling myself over and over this past year, it's not baby fever it's just pregnancy fever, your not ready for another child. And I think that was it but now that my only child has turned 2 it has changed dramatically.

My husbands afraid of having a daughter and I desperately want a "mother-daughter" relationship in my life. I know I only want 2 children and we only live one life. I know it's also not my choice but God's. Each night for that past 6 months or so I have prayed for a daughter in secret, hoping He hears my prayers! Tony prayed for a son, now I am praying for a little girl.

Don't get me wrong my son is an absolute joy. He's such a sweetie pie and stuck to me like glue when we are together. I delight in the way he talks, and hugs and kisses me with such love. But there's something about a daughter's love, the bond my mom and I have. I want that. So until something happens in the future I'll keep on praying that God's will be done and that maybe just maybe we can decorate in pink one day!